Dear Diary,

Here is my first post.

“Quit it” I screamed for someone to help me. I felt like my lungs would burst. He had me in his hands, about to suffocate me. I screamed, crying trying to find a way out of this, horrible thing.

“Hunny, wake up”

It was my mother, shaking me awake. I was in a daze wondering what had happened, then i figured it out. It was all just a silly dream. Ugh, how embarrasing. Now, Mother would go giggle to her little knitting friends about me kicking and screaming from a nightmare. Sometimes I wish I weren’t an only child.

“Mother, I am awake now. What time is it? Oh my gosh! I am going to be late for the biggest day of my life.”

That is right. You heard me. My BIGGEST day of my whole entire 15 year life. Five months ago, I had won a compition. I am going to spend all day with Pete Wentz. Yup, thats right. The whole entire, like, body of Fall Out Boy. I like freaked out when I heard I won. I was all “OHMIGOSH!! I HAVE TO GO SHOPPING RIGHT NOW!!” But then, my mother said ” No, honey, you have to save your money for your Sweet Sixteen.” Like how annoying is that? It pretty much ruined my life. Who would want a sweet sixteen when they could have a whole entire day with Pete? Not me. But my mother had taken my credit card away. How unfair? Totally.

Well, Bye for now.

-Unlucky Girl

Second Entry

Dear Diary,

Yesturday was ah-mazing! Ohmigosh! So, I was standing outside, waiting for my ride, thinking, Pete would pick me up in a small car. But then, I see a huge,pink limo driving up to my house!! It stopped and Pete walks out!!

“Hello, you must be Rosy?”

“Yes!”

He helped me into the limo and off we went. He gave me 10000 dollars!! Yup! We went shopping and everything! First he took me to some awesome stores. They were his favorites. Then we went out for lunch at an expensive cafe. Wow! Then he said that I absolutely had to meet his band members. Patrick is to die for! Anyways, so we hung out with them. He had an even bigger surprise for me. He took me to the Grammy’s. I forgot that they were on tonight. I wore a big sparkly pink dress. Then I got to sing with them onstage! I got autographs from everyone. Even P!ATD. (That means Panic At The Disco) Anyways, we headed to the VIP party, but I didn’t drink! I danced the night away and I had a blast! Well then he had to take me home. He kissed me! Oh, and he gave me his phone number and said “call me”. What a great day!

P.S. That was all in short form:)

Post 3

Dear Diary,

Grr! I am soo mad. When I got home last night, my mother said ” You do not take money from strangers! Throw that junk out.” Ugh!! I so did not want to throw out all the things I bought with Pete! But my plan was to throw it out then dig it out when my mother went to bed! Hah. Too bad for her. But then she caught me and I got grounded for 2 weeks. Whoopee! She said that I couldn’t talk to my friends, no friends, no phone and no computer. But she has no clue that I still have the purple cell that Pete bought me!! So, I quickly dialed his number, but all I got was his answering machine. Then I went on the computer, but he wasn’t online either. Whoops, mothere is calling me, I guess I did something WRONG again. Bye.

Dear Diary,

Entry 4

Hey.

Do you agree with me? Having a dairy is so lame? Omg my mother like controls my life:@:@ I hate it. And the worst part about it is that I can’t even date! I am turning 16 soon but noo. You can’t date, you can’t live your own life:@ Gosh. I need some advice. Well, how can you give me advice? Your a lousy diary. But I had no choice. Either the diary or no Pete Wentz. I had to pick this stupid thing just to meet Pete. If I could live with Pete, everything would be okay. Oh and my mother, wanted to make birthday plans for me, when she called me downstairs. Ugh!! I don’t even care about it. But, I asked if I could invite Pete. Guess what she said. NO!! Gosh. Well, I should go. Bye

-Really Unlucky Teenage Girl:@

Dear Diary,

What entry is this?

I have no clue!! How long does this have to go on? No clue, yet again. I am very angry at my mother right now. Last night, I was walking down the stairs to go get a drink when I heard my parents fighting. My mother said ” She isn’t indepent yet! I will tell her what to do and she will listen to me!” But my father, on the other hand, said” She is going to be 16 soon. You can’t keep babying her, and she probably doesn’t like it!” I agree, I hate. But then my mother had to go and say ” If she didn’t like it then why didn’t she tell me.” And then the last thing that was said was from my father and he said ” Your too bossy,I think that is why we are getting a divorce. I am taking Rosi, since you couldn’t pay for her. I do all the work around here. Bye Angela.” And that was the end. My father stormed out of the house. I really hope I get to live with him. I mean, I would come see mother, but I would rather live with father.

- Troubled Girl

Dear Diary,

Entry 6

Hi. I am having a terrible week. Since the whole fight thing, stuff has been going wrong. I got grounded for not taking out the garbage. But things got worse as the week ended. I lost 50 bucks, I got in a fight with my mom, and the worst part is my mother was crying when I got home last night. I asked her why, and she said, your dad has gotten in to a car accident and might die. I cried my heart out. How could this have happened? Gotta go bye.

- sad girl.

Hey!

My dad didn’t die! Yay! I am soo happy. But, I really have to go..visit my dad!! Haha. Bye!!

Mee!!

Dear Diary,

Entry 8

AhMiGosh! I haven’t written in you for like a week.I have been too busy planning for my escape plan. What?!? That is probably what you are thinking. But, My mother has been a pain in my bum. She keeps on bugging me about my birthday, which I don’t want. Things like that and it is out of control! At least I can go to my fathers. He is so nice. But he works all day so it gets hard to see him. And he lives two hours away. But once I get my plan in gear, Dad, HERE I COME! It will be great. I even talked to him about it. He said as long as we don’t tell my mother it will all be great. Now, you are probably thinking what about the whole oh, the judge said I get to keep you and all that blah blah stuff. Well the judge said that it is up to me. Now, your wondering why I didn’t just go live in my fathers house in the first place. That is because, the queen of bossiness said, “Oh now, deary, your just a little child. I must keep you dear to my heart.” I was 14! Can you believe that? 14!! But, I better go pack my stuff, summer is so boring! Haha. But I have to be quiet so mother won’t hear me. Bye.

- excited but scared girl

 

Just, Whatever!

Dear Diary,

I am so mad. I HATE me mom! I don’t care about the whole, ooh you have to love your mom. I am soo mad. Why? Why? Well, my mother walked in to my room and she took away my IPOD!! I am so freaking mad. Oh well, becuase I am moving and I can’t wait! Mother, I am OUT!! YAY!! Anyways, I have everything packed and tommrow is moving day! But I better go pack you! Whoops, No! Don’t think I like you! Quit it! Noo! Okay, fine I like you okay? But I have to go. Bye!

Dear Diary,

Hey…I am sad. Really Really sad. Why? Because, my dad got in to a car accident (again) I think he might die but the docter said,no he will live,but what does a silly docter know? Nothing! Grr. But then I am happy. Because….PETE! He came over today after he watched the news about my father. He bought me a teddy bear and took my out for dinner! I thought it was rather romantic! Ugh!! Did you hear that?!?! I said rather!! AhMiGosh! I am like turning into my mother! Dear lord, please help me! Woah, I totally forgot about my dad! Whoops,the phone is ringing! Back!! It was my daddy! He is okay! I have to phone Pete! But later on. Anyways, I have been thinking about asking him out. What do you think about that? I am fairly pretty. I am 15, I weigh around 120 and I am 5″5. I have blond hair that goes up a little past my shoulders with pink streaks. Do you think I might have a chance? Well, he is a celeb, so..maybe I don’t. But if I do, that would be soo great, I could become famous,and be famously in love:D I love it. But, I have to go. Bye:D:D

Rosii<3

 

Dear Diary,

I am at my new home now. Its fantastic! I love it! My dad is at work right now, but he said we can go on a shopping spree after to celebrate my disscion! It will be great:D Hmm…I think I have to go wax my legs now.. nah. They aren’t that hairy:D And guess what! I don’t have to go to school because, my dad is an owner of a company and I can take it for him after he dies and I need to learn about it now instead of school! This is so great! I love how I live. Yipee! Gosh. I am so turning weird:P Woah!! Its Halloween!:O I just remebered!

Dear Diary,

Hey! Wow long time no talk. I am just to busy! My mother sent my a million dollar check. She says that I deserve to live well. I was gonna send it back, but I mean, a girl does need clothes. Hehe. Anyways, I have been thinking about mine and Petes relationship. We are only friends, but I think we are BEST FRIENDS! And I mean it. I told him everything:D I even told him that I like to shop, even though I should spend money on other things. Oh well. Whoops, dads home..he disagrees with diaries. Teehee that kinda rhymed:P Bye!

Rosilynn<3

Dear Diary,

Hey! Wow, I just realized I used my full first name on my last post:o Thats like once in a lifetime:D Anyways, I think my name is Ohkay. My full name is Rosilynn Mariee Danielle Marsh. I have two middle names. Or is it two first names?:O Teehee. I am really hyper. Because tonight is open mic night at school:D And I am in it! Here is the story: One day, I told Pete about it and how I wanted to be in it but I needed a partner. He said, well great news for you:D You can have a whole band as your partner:D So now Fall Out Boy is my partner:D I am so excited:D It will be a grand time! I feel bad for the other people:D But I am so happy! And I am opening for Fall out boys next concert! And I have back stage passes[of course!] and tons of celebs will be there. But thats it! Bye!

Rosilynn Marie Danielle Marsh<33

Hey! Whats up!! I am soo happy! I won first place in the open mic night thingy!! It was so grande:D I am soo happy I told Pete about it! Now I will become famous!! YAY!! And I owe it all too Pete..and his band! Yay! I am soo happy! Then we went and got little kid ice cream..then we went home..it was fun. My dad ssaid he has a surprise for my..yay! Haha i am totally happy about my life now. Before, it was so..hmm..gothy? maybe..but who cares now since I am living the life of someone with GREAT luck! I am soo happy. But thats it..bye!

Rosilynn <3’s You!!

Hey.

Hows it going? I know that I haven’t been writing much, and I just have to tell you some very sad news. I am giving up writing in you. I am fiming a movie and I just don’t have anytime. I am really sorry, but there isn’t enough time. I am going to break out in tears, I am just so sad.:( But, its your time to go. Im sorry. Bye

Rosilynn</3

Bye..Forever:(

 

____New Story____

 

I was scared. It was my first time on a stage, acting, infront of a crowd. The three judges in front of my, my family to the right, I was breaking out. I couldn’t act. It was just weird. Well, it was my first time in front of other people. I didn’t know what to do. It was like my mouth wasn’t working or something. I was just glued to the floor.

“Mari, you can act now”

No, I couldn’t. I just, I don’t know. It was too hard to explain. Then all of a sudden I was Wendy, from Peter Pan. It was like magic.

Then, all I could hear is a loud roar from the audience. They were clapping. Wow. Clapping, for me? Impossible.  And this began my acting career.

Its My Life

I was just getting in the car when my mother came running out yelling at me for not putting my laundary in the wasking machine. How annyoing is that? I was going to be so late for school and I had the worst class that morning. The sub. was Mr. Goodman, yet he was a grouch and never was happy and not to mention good! The only reason I don’t like him is because he think that I am really bad when I am totally not. I am a straight A student. Well otherwise when he is teaching. He always gives me low grades which isn’t good because I don’t deserve the low ones. And I know for a fact that I do good on those papers. He says that he takes off marks for the wrong date, or no date and if there are any doodles he will take off marks and it just isn’t fair! Gosh!

When I got home my mother was doing the dishes and cooking supper.  As soon as I walked in she told me that I had a lot of chores to do. Grr.

“I have exams coming up and a whole bunch of things due in a week, and ( as soon as I blurted this out, I regreted it.) THIS IS MY LIFE YOU CAN’T RUN IT!”

All she said was ” Oh, well I guess you would like to move in with the your father.”

So that is how I ended up on this stupid stage. My father had this new get rich quick scheme, which I think is not going to happen.